Day 12

Hello guys, it's day 12 post surgery and here's and update on my recovery process. As you can see from the photo above, my swelling has gone down significantly but it seems like my right side is more swollen than my left. It's kinda weird to have an imbalanced face but I'm sure nature will work to bring my face back to normal soon.

I'm going to get more bands removed tomorrow so that means I'll be off the liquid diet! I can't wait to start eating real solid food. It sucks to drink soup everyday especially porridge water that my grandma cooks. It's basically tasteless and gross cause it feels like you're drinking plain water with oil. However my grandma goes on and on about the expensive fishes she used to cook the porridge with. Let's just hope I'll be able to eat the porridge instead of just drinking the water from tomorrow onwards.

So in case you guys didn't see my swollen face right after surgery, here it is! I remember the oxygen tube being my best friend cause it helped me to breathe so much better and it was a pity to let it go. 

My girlfriend says I look like a secondary 4 boy now, do I? I think I look younger and puffier than before. Not exactly sure if it's a good thing but the final result will be in 6 months time. I think my swelling will only go down slowly from now on cause most of the swelling is gone. 

Liquid Food

Hello guys, it's finally post op day 7! It also means I've been surviving on liquid food for a week already. It really sucks to be on a liquid food diet. For the first 5 days I had to inject the highly nutritious milk into the back of my mouth and then swallow. It's quite weird to be tube feeding myself everyday but I quickly got used to it.

So that's my trusty can of milk and my first ever food since surgery. It's really sweet and it tastes a lot like protein shakes. On my first day I felt super full only after drinking a few syringefuls. But as the days go pass, one can was never enough. So I started drinking two cans a day. However I only bought 24 cans and it was supposedly to last me for 2 weeks. This milk shit is expensive!

So other than drinking milk and soups, I go around sniffing people's food. Especially Petrine's double down today! Some people would say that she's torturing me but I wouldn't think so. Smelling the food actually helps me to imagine I'm eating it. In fact, imagination helped a lot during the first few days of surgery cause I thought of drinking gong cha, eating ice cream and everything else.

In case you're going to adopt a liquid diet like me, here's a list of liquid foods for you to try.

• Milk (or Soy Milk)
• Fruit Juices
• Honey water
• Soups
• Teas (or Milk Teas if you like)

Liquid diet can actually help you lose a lot of weight and that is exactly what it did to me. I lose 4kg in about a week but I don't know if that loss is permanent. I'll never volunteer to go on a liquid diet just to lose weight though. 

Bands removed

I finally got my bandages and stuff removed today and the pictures above are what happened yesterday when Petrine visited me. All thanks to her, my day went pass pretty fast and as you can see I have basically the same expression in all the pictures cause my entire face is numb and I can't really make any facial expression.

That's me today! I know I look like a fatass butcher now and trust me, this is the best picture I took. At least I look like I'm smiling, do I? I'm so glad I took some of my bands off today and I can finally open my mouth slightly. Even though I still can't eat any solid food, at least I can breathe through my mouth when I need to.

Now I just can't wait for another week to remove my bands totally and start eating normal food. I'll still have to stick to the liquid diet that I was already sick of on the first day. Luckily for me, my grandma made some soup that wasn't too bad. Felt like heaven to have something savoury when you've had sweet milk everyday for the past 6 days.

That's all guys! and now for some camwhore.

Road to recovery

Hello guys, I just got discharged from the hospital today and yes, I know my face is swollen like a pig. Or rather a hippopotamus like what Petrine said. The surgery went pretty fine until the end of the surgery when I was woken up by the nurses. It was the worst experience of my life. Almost like a near-death experience.

I had my mouth wired shut so there was no way I could breathe through my mouth and I had to breathe through my nose. The bad thing was there were lots of blood clots in my nose that made it impossible for me to breathe adequately. I got such a shock that I could't breathe properly that I jumped out of the bed and the nurses had to pin me down. It was quite embarrassing cause I was almost naked but all I could think of at that point in time was to breathe. I didn't want to die.

Luckily for me, they inserted an oxygen tube into my nose pretty quickly and that calmed me down quite a lot. In fact it was the most comforting thing ever even though it was quite uncomfortable. They also had suction tubes to suck out phlegm and saliva from my nose and mouth which made it a lot easier to breathe. I mean for someone who has always been breathing heavily through the mouth, it was quite a nuisance to take small intakes of oxygen through your nose and that kept me awake the entire night because I was afraid I would die not breathing.

Luckily I didn't. It was really welcoming to see Petrine and my mum and to be able to mime to them that I survived. Surprisingly there wasn't really much of a pain in my jaws or anything just that it's super uncomfortable. I'm unable to open my mouth so the only way I drink is to insert a syringe into my mouth and slowly swallow. It sucks pretty bad but then again I don't have much of an appetite either. The taste of the rubber bands in my mouth just turns me off. I've got like 24 cans of highly nutritious strawberry milk to last me for the next two weeks cause I won't be able to take any solid food.

I'm still waiting eagerly for Monday when I can finally remove my bands and not get my mouth wired shut. It sucks pretty bad to not be able to open your mouth. I think the swelling and numbness isn't much of an issue for me but I'd definitely want to breathe through my mouth again.

Special thanks to Jacob, Gary and Ben who came down to pay me a visit today and all the other well wishers! I'm pretty fine and I'm finally on my road to recovery!

Not to forget my mum and Petrine. <3